Just Another So Long... Stupid Boss...

Since my last post I did plan to have at least one post every week...
Apparently the plan didn't work out as you can see... T_T...
I really wonder what I'm so busy with...
Beside working and sleeping which take up most of my time...
Gym... Facebook... Games... Reading... ANTM and Fringe... And be with my dear... ^^...
Not much that I'm doing and I'm seriously have the feeling that I'm seriously not enough time for things that I seriously wanted to do... See how serious is that...
Anyway... For a forever-interested-with-something kind of Aquarius... He always has not enough time... T_T...

Finally I had a face-to-face one-on-one discussion with LouFatYeh regarding my resignation...
I didn't really tell her about my plan after this...
I can't really tell anyway as according to the agreement I was not suppose to do so...
Anyway... Doesn't that is kind of exciting for doing something prohibited... Hohoho...
The good news is finally she agreed and acknowledged on it...
Therefore HR finally accepted and started to process on my resignation...
What kind of stupid policy is that... T_T...
Anyway I still have around 2 months to stay in this place...
Kind of suck when thinking about it...
But I will look at the bright side... At least I don't have to care much when sheis getting crazy in the office again...

One funny thing that happen during the discussion...
She only took about 5 minutes to talk about my resignation...
Then the rest of 1 hour to talk about so called complain-from-the-new-joiners...
Which some of them sound extremely ridiculous...
For example I was making the new joiners feeling like they are not belong to the team because I was so close to RuHua...
My face always without any expression which causing them not to ask me for help...
I rather took short nap before work and during lunch than helping them on their work...
And blah blah blah blah blah ...
I bet 90% of it was her own complaints about me...
She is just using the new joiners as an excuse of what she wanted to say...
So I don't really gonna care about all these...
Will just be me as I always use to be...

Anyway... It always feels nice after resigned... ^^...

Just Another Year~~~

It had been one year since my last post in this blog... How amazing it is... ^^...
It is not my intention to make this sound like I'm so proud of it...
I just can't help it...
Anyway... This is not the first time I abandoned my blog and back again...
No particular reason for doing so...
Perhaps I just wanna spend more time doing other things than spending my time in Facebook... T_T...
Or perhaps I just want to know if anyone will still visiting this place after I MIA for a year... T_T...

Lots of things had changed since one year ago...
My blog was bombarded by tons of junk comments...
And all the link of my photoes no longer valid as my dormant imeem account...
TheEmperor left and LouFatYeh was back to the team...
Which started my miserable working life again...
Keone left HEAF too... And everyone in HEAF miss him so much... ^^...
I visited quite a number of places... Vietnam... Siem Reap... Hainam... Macau...
And participated my very first oversea marathon in Hong Kong...
And failed miserably... T_T...
Some friends found themselves a partner... Some breakups as well... Not to mentions tons of weddings...
Dear and I had been together for a year now...
Hopefully there shall be many many more years to go... And I will try my best to make sure of that...

Anyway... Whatever that passed is not really important...
What much more important is those that are coming soon...
There shall be a Bangkok trip with Dear in this coming June...
And my very last sponsored marathon one week after I'm back from Bangkok...
Hopefully my performance is not that dissapointing as what I did in Hong Kong...
RuHua is getting married in July... I wonder should I be her "sister" or not... ^^...
And finally I'm getting away from this hell by joining a new company in July...
Hopefully my working life when I am serving my 3 months notice will not be that miserable like what had happened to those that had left...

It's amazing isn't it...
How fast one passed by... And how much had changed by then...

Just Another Weekend~~~

I thought it was going to be just a simple lunch meeting...
A get to know each other more kind of meeting...
But it turns out to be one of the best weekend I ever had...
To be honest nothing much that I do actually...
Looking at the sunset by the balcony... Watching lots of cartoons and tv shows...
Eating instant noodle for dinner... Lying on the sofa and sleeping most of the time...
Which it really proves that a great weekend is not how you spend the weekend...
But is who you spend the weekend with...

However... Thing just happens so fast...
Which I was kind of scare by it...
But there are lots of things not under my control....
So I will just do as what my hearth tell me to do...
And hopefully I can keep this momentum goes on and on...

Someone had just walked into my life...
So wish me luck... ^^...

Just Another What To Come Next~~~

I wonder did anybody did wonder what I am going to do in the next few months...
If you are the person that I am wondering that you are wondering of what I was wondering...
Let's me give you some forecast of what to come next...

In April... There is going to be a short trip to Genting and a trip to Bidor...
In May... A Cameron trip and a Chamar trip had been planed...

The plan looks just fine except for one big problem...
Genting and Bidor trip was on the same day... Same to Cameron and Chamar trip...
Shit lar... Why they have to be on the same day...
And before I realize this big deep shit thing I already agreed to join all these four trips... T_T...

So here come the biggest decision of the year...
Which one to go and which one to eliminate...
4 trips with 4 totally different group of people which all of them are people that I care about...
But now I have to break my promise to turn two parties down...
I admit that it was my mistake and I am really sorry for that...
That's doesn't mean that I don't love them anymore or they longer important to me... OK...

After three days 2 nights no sleeping no eating no shitting of thinking...
Finally I decided to go for Bidor in April and Chamar in May...

By the way... I did really wonder did anyone wonder what I'm going to do for the next few months???

Just Another Step Toward 2085~~~

I stop writing blog again... T_T...
However this time it is not because of laziness...
But my work life was seriously terribly busy...
I barely have one or two hours for myself for every single weekday...
Anyway... If I believe if I wanted to find some brief time to at least to write something short still I will be able to do so...
Perhaps my laziness somehow is contributing to all these...
Actually quite a lot of things had happened in the month of February...
And there were lots of things that lingering in my mind that I wish to share...
But I think it was kind of too late for me to put them up in my blog now...
Maybe I just go with the most recent one...
The KL Tower International Forest Towerthon Challenge 2009...

To be honest... I had really no idea how I came up with the idea to participate in such an event...
About 1KM running before climbing up the 2085 steps to reach the top of KL Tower...
Sounds kind of fun to think about but yet kind of stupid when you were doing it...
Since this is an international event I always had something very high standard in my mind...
But so sad that it turn out to be climbing at the narrow staircase with very bad air circulation...
Narrow runway and bad air circulation... That a big no no for a running or climbing event like this... T_T...
With my climbing background I thought this might not be a very difficult climb...
But I turned out to be walking a step by a step...
Panting and fighting so hard for breath...
So I blamed everything for the bad condition inside the tower...
I managed to reach the top in around 26 minutes...
And I really salute the record holder that only took 13 minutes...
Hell... I wonder how he breathes... T_T...

Still I would consider this was quite an enjoyable event...
I met lots of new jogging friends... Ivan... Eugene... VinAnn... KLTan... Nozomi...
My jogging gang is growing... ^^...
And my gang is getting more and more famous...
When I was resting on the top of KL Tower and waiting for the rest of the gang...
Someone came by and asked me if I was so and so from what and what jogging gang... ^^...

Anyway... KL Tower did reminded me some old memory...
Sitting by the swimming pool of Lunar Bar...
With another hand right inside my hand...
Talking totally nonsense like whether the KL Tower or the moon light is brighter but who care anyway...
And I still remember it was a night with full moon...
I thought I was strong but it seems like I am not...
My emotion can be easily been triggered by such a small little thing...
Perhaps that is why I need to go for Marathon to prove that I was strong... T_T...

Just Another Not My Day~~~

I received a mail during the late night...
Someone had misunderstood me for doing something betrayal to him...
And I was in a really bad position for not to be suspected...
I had nothing to defend myself except for those people who really understand me will know that I won't do such a thing...
So nothing much that I want to say...
Just not my luck today...

I still can't got myself to sleep in the middle of the hot night...
The email had some point triggered the memory of that guy that left without even a goodbye...
I can't help myself thinking about hundreds and thousands of why...
But I don't think it will help to change anything even if I manage to figure it out...
So nothing much that I can do...
Just not my luck today...

I went to the office with a pair of panda eyes...
Sleepy at work but soon been awaken by an email in big red color font...
A serious mistake that I had made due to not paying attention...
I really wanted to chock myself to death for doing such stupid mistake...
So nothing much that I can forgive...
Just not my luck today...

Few more mistakes had been found after lunch...
All the fingers were pointing right straight toward me...
But these times if were really not my fault but somehow I had to take the responsibility...
Perhaps that was the bad thing for being the first person to be picked...
So nothing much that I can complain about...
Just not my luck today...

I supposed to have a movie appointment at night...
But my job list had been growing long enough to make me feel so worry about...
I struggled for a while before I cancelled the appointment...
Then headed back to my desk with my never ending business...
So nothing much that you can imagine...
Just not my luck today...

It was really not my day today...
Perhaps it was truth that people with goat as their Chinese Zodiac is not having much luck for this year...
But somehow I didn't felt so bad for myself...
A bad luck of today means a better luck for tomorrow...
Luck can't just getting worse day after day right...

But let say if I accidentally hit myself with the dumbbell in the gym...
Get leg cramp when going for swimming on Saturday...
And break my leg during the stamina test on Sunday...
I think I am in serious trouble... T_T...

Touch wood...

Just Another Birthday~~~ Oh God~~~ I Am 30 Years Old~~~ T_T~~~

不知不觉我已经步入三十大关...
三十... 很令人恐惧的一个数目字...
若我真的那么好命可以活到六十岁...
我的人生算是走了一半...

三十年了... 听起来仿佛是一段好长的日子...
尝试回想却想不起自己在这三十年的日子有什么成就...
花了三十年的时间依然没有什么轰轰动动的好炫耀...
或许我最大的成就就是三十年了我依然还好好的活着...

曾经想过要好好为我的三十大寿庆祝一番...
或者来个疯狂的三人大战... 或者一天里花掉三十万...
当这天来临的时候我花了一个早上陪着老妈一个下午开车一个晚上和 HEAF 吃饭...
提醒着平凡的我是如此平凡的过着平凡人的生活...

Keone 问我有什么生日愿望...
老实说活到这把年纪早已明白很多东西不是说想要就可以拥有的...
然而我还是很积极的追求我想要的生活却不再强求...
一切看老天怎么安排吧...

已经是三十岁的安哥了... 所以三十岁...
生活要积极一点... 心情要放松一点... 日子要开心一点...
头脑要清醒一点... 思想要成熟一点... 心路要广阔一点...
文字要写多一点... 米饭要吃多一点... 身体多照顾一点...
总而言之... 要对自己好一点...

三十岁生日快乐~~~

PS: 其实我的生日已经过了两天... 我懒嘛...