Just Another Hard Time~~~

Frustration~~~

Everyone in the team was so tense recently...
DaChangJing was having more and more argument over the phone with the users...
I hardly see the cute smile from the WahGor lately...
There was a big word of "fed up" written on DingKongKong face...
And RuHua was kind of emotion unstable...
While ChunHua was so scare to received any phone call lately...
XiaoChunZi and XiaoWanZi were skipping lunch more and more due to workload...
All of these was due to the mission impossible that was assigned to our team...
A deep shit that we know we need a miracle to achieve the deadline at the first sight on the requirement...

Still somehow we were force to take it...
As what TheEmperor said...
Thing was really bad outside...
If we didn't deliver we will be the first team to go...
And he kept pressured us with all those bad news from the outside and those email from the top management...
With the hope that we will give it a final push and keep the spirit high...
But I'm not sure did he know that right at this moment the spirit of the team was as low as the abyss...
When I look at any of them... I just saw a pair of eyes with no light at all... T_T...

It was really a tough time now...
Especially to IT support like me that is working in banking line...
Still I try to be optimistic and be cheerful everyday in the office...
Trying hard not to explode when seeing the list of defects and change requests that I need to complete...
Doing what I suppose to do... Deliver what I suppose to deliver...
In case the worst is happening... I am sure I still can survive...

Anyway... Hard time is coming...
Do get ready for it...

Just Another Survivor~~~

I know it was kind of so over and outdated to talk about Survivor now...
But somehow for the last two day... I was totally addicted to Survivor Palau...
Thanks to LauSai for giving me the whole three Survivor series during my trip to Penang...
Survivor Palau... Survivor Cook Island... Survivor Fiji...
Am I happy with the result??? Sort of I think...
I think I would really want to see someone like Coby or Janu or Stephenie win the million dollar rather than Tom...
But he really deserved to win the prize as he was the strongest who win almost all the challenges...
He killed a shark... What else I need to say...
Anyway Coby and Janu did really surprised me...
Coby is gay and he is sissy and he is a hairstylist...
But he beat James the steel worker in a sumo fight... Twice some more...
He have much more masculine element that you see from his outlook...
And Janu was cast away to spend a night all by herself in a remote island...
Sound pretty scary but it ended up to be the best night that she had...
The skinny show girl is tougher that you can see...
And it make me sick when Janu was cast away to the island all the others were laughing at her...
The only person who care to ask if she will be doing fine all alone in an island is the host... T_T...

I always like to watch Survivor...
As you can see a lots of things in this reality show...
You will see how far a person will do for one million dollar... Even if they have to cross the line...
And sometime you will see how people will gave up one million dollar for something else...
It was just one million dollar and you will see so much...
If let say it was their life to bet...
I think we will see something that totally out of our imagination...

So far Survivor Amazon is my favorite among all and it still my favourite up till today...
And I started to get bored with this game during Survivor Treasure Island and Survivor All Stars...
I didn't finish both series... And I stopped watching all subsequent Survivor series since then...
Survivor Palau had brought up my interest on Survivor again...
Two more series to go... But I think I will put Survivor Cook Island the last...
As told by LauSai that's series is definitely the best among all...
We will see... ^^...

Just Another Lazy Day~~~

Perhaps HEAF was infected by my lazy virus...
Everybody was lazy today...
I was supposed to go swimming this morning...
But somehow I took my flu and the morning rain as an excuse for not going...
Then we were supposed to go to gym together...
But somehow no one had the mood to make the first move when the time is approaching...
I ended up watching Survivor 10 given by LauSai the whole morning...
Sampat ended up watching her Hong Kong drama the whole morning...
Doggie ended up playing PSP the whole morning...
And Keone ended up staying in his room doing don't know what the whole morning...

A bunch of lazy people... T_T...

Anyway... We ended up eating pizza for lunch and watching the bullet proof old man named James Bond doing all the action and having McD for dinner...
More or less the same like our last outing...
Damn... We are going to get fat if we continue like this... T_T...

Just Another Milestone~~~

I'm back from Penang Bridge Marathon...
In fact I had been back from Penang since four days ago...
I'm just a bit lazy to write something about it...
I'm seriously getting lazier and lazier... T_T...

Back to the Penang Bridge Marathon...
I managed to finish the 26KM run in 3 hours sharp and got myself a finisher medal...
Really glad with that not just because of the medal...
But I managed to jog all the way until the last few kilometers before I stopped and started to walk...
This is the first time ever I managed to cross the 20KM milestone...
The best running result so far... ^^...



And this Penang trip was more than just the Marathon...
I had a great time during the trip...
We went to Taiping for photo shooting...
We ate so much of nice Penang food...
We talked rubbish just for a good laugh...
We encouraged each other to go further more when we thought we had hit our limit during the run...
Thanks to them... I never know I can reach so far than I expected...
And thanks to them too... Perhaps that the first time I'm having so much great time since the recent unpleasant event...

To my jogging gang...
LauSaiTheUncle... ChauckyTheLeader... HumorTheLengZai...
EricTheBeastKing... ChanTheDaiLou... MyFMTheDJ...
You guys are the best...
I wish I can run with you all in Penang Bridge Marathon again next year...

Anyway... Penang Bridge Marathon marks the my last marathon for 2008...
The next to come should be Great Eastern Pacesetters Run in January 2009...
I am still kind of haven't make up my mind to go or not... T_T...
Or to go for 20KM or 30KM run... T_T...
We shall see...

Just Another Hour~~~

In one more hour I will be on my way to Taiping and spend a night there...
Then tomorrow continue our journey to Penang...
Then we will start eating and eating and eating and eating...
Then 3 hours and 30 minutes jog on Sunday morning...
Then eat and eat and eat and eat again...
I just can't wait... ^^...

Hopefully will get a medal for Penang Bridge Marathon with qualification time of 3 hours 30 minutes...
So wish me luck...
But I just got flu yesterday...
And I still got flu now... Shit lar... T_T...

Just Another Marathon~~~

In about 12 more hours time I shall be on my way to Penang together with my jogging gang...
We shall stay overnight in my hometown for tonight...
Then meet up LauSaiUncle in Penang and he shall bring us for some nice food in Penang...
Before the big event on Sunday... The Penang Bridge Marathon... ^^...

Anyway... I joined the half marathon...
And I didn't really prepare a lot for this marathon...
Just went to gym like normal and perhaps a couple of jogging training...
Which I don't think that I can really finish the whole 26km...
But I hope I can at least jog for 20km before I start to walk...
So wish me luck...

Anyway... The main point of this Penang trip is not about the marathon...
But the food over there... Wuahaha... ^^...

Just Another Restart~~~

A friend sent an SMS to me today just to ask how I was doing lately...
He had to send me an SMS personally because it had been a while I didn't update anything in my blog...
I'm really touch to be honest as I never know that even I had abandoned this place for a while still there are friends who kept coming back hoping for an update from me...
And that's really a shame on me... Skipping my blog with all kind of excuses... T_T...

Anyway... Life was really busy recently...
Since he had left my life with a giant hole...
I filled them up with lots of work and gym and jogging and outing with HEAF...
So life was really busy recently especially on my workload...
But it was really a good time to be busy now so that I won't have the time to think too much...
And due to this... I lost 5kg in just a few weeks... T_T...
5kg... I always thought he had taken so much of me away but kind of sad to know that it only worth 5kg...

So the plan for the next two months before we say goodbye to 2008...
I will still working hard in the office...
My work life is expected to be busy until end of the year...
And I will trying hard to gain my 5kg back by eating more and cutting down some cardio exercise in gym...
Perhaps I hope I can gain weight till at least 60kg by end of 2009...
And I will work hard to conquer my first full range marathon...
So far I was stuck at 15km... 27km to go... And all the best in Penang Bridge Marathon...
And most likely I will be remain single until end of 2008...
Still life goes on...

And my blog goes on too...

Just Another Update~~~

It had been more than a year writing in this blog...
Finally I spent some time to seriously update my blogspot profile...
Perhaps it was because finally I have time to do so...
Not a big deal but took me quite some time and effort to do so...
So do spend a minute of your time to view it... ^^...

Anyway... I think it was time to update my profile in some of those social web sites...

Just Another Life~~~

Life is full of surprises...
Thing will come in a way you less expected it...
Then it goes away in the exact same way...
Still life goes on... With or without anyone or anything...
As long as I had gave all my heart and effort for it...
No regret to me even it had to be ended this way...
At least I had learn to grieve less for the thing I lost...
While appreciate more on those thing I owned...

Life is tough... Life is tiring...
But that's just life...



陈奕迅 - 路，一直都在

穿过人潮双眼灯火栏栅 没有想过回头
一段又一段走不完的旅程 什么时候能走完
噢 我的 梦代表什么 又是什么让我们不安

That's just life 寻找梦里的未来
That's just life 少点现实的无奈
不论风吹的时候 不再傍徨的时候
永远向前 路一直都在

穿过一块里面一片黑暗 没有想过回头
一段又一段走不完的旅程 什么时候能习惯
噢 我的 梦代表什么 又是什么让我们期盼

That's just life 寻找梦里的未来
That's just life 少点现实的无奈
不论风吹的时候 不在傍徨的时候
永远向前 路一直都在

看不清的路又算什么 看不清的梦又算什么
就算走到尽头又能算什么 能算什么

That's just life 寻找梦里的未来
That's just life 少点现实的无奈
不论风吹的时候 不再傍徨的时候
永远向前 路一直都在

That's just life 徘徊到不再徘徊
That's just life 从来都不怕重来
没有选择的时候 无论选择的时候
永远向前 路一直都在