Just Another Weekend~~~

I thought it was going to be just a simple lunch meeting...
A get to know each other more kind of meeting...
But it turns out to be one of the best weekend I ever had...
To be honest nothing much that I do actually...
Looking at the sunset by the balcony... Watching lots of cartoons and tv shows...
Eating instant noodle for dinner... Lying on the sofa and sleeping most of the time...
Which it really proves that a great weekend is not how you spend the weekend...
But is who you spend the weekend with...

However... Thing just happens so fast...
Which I was kind of scare by it...
But there are lots of things not under my control....
So I will just do as what my hearth tell me to do...
And hopefully I can keep this momentum goes on and on...

Someone had just walked into my life...
So wish me luck... ^^...

Just Another What To Come Next~~~

I wonder did anybody did wonder what I am going to do in the next few months...
If you are the person that I am wondering that you are wondering of what I was wondering...
Let's me give you some forecast of what to come next...

In April... There is going to be a short trip to Genting and a trip to Bidor...
In May... A Cameron trip and a Chamar trip had been planed...

The plan looks just fine except for one big problem...
Genting and Bidor trip was on the same day... Same to Cameron and Chamar trip...
Shit lar... Why they have to be on the same day...
And before I realize this big deep shit thing I already agreed to join all these four trips... T_T...

So here come the biggest decision of the year...
Which one to go and which one to eliminate...
4 trips with 4 totally different group of people which all of them are people that I care about...
But now I have to break my promise to turn two parties down...
I admit that it was my mistake and I am really sorry for that...
That's doesn't mean that I don't love them anymore or they longer important to me... OK...

After three days 2 nights no sleeping no eating no shitting of thinking...
Finally I decided to go for Bidor in April and Chamar in May...

By the way... I did really wonder did anyone wonder what I'm going to do for the next few months???

Just Another Step Toward 2085~~~

I stop writing blog again... T_T...
However this time it is not because of laziness...
But my work life was seriously terribly busy...
I barely have one or two hours for myself for every single weekday...
Anyway... If I believe if I wanted to find some brief time to at least to write something short still I will be able to do so...
Perhaps my laziness somehow is contributing to all these...
Actually quite a lot of things had happened in the month of February...
And there were lots of things that lingering in my mind that I wish to share...
But I think it was kind of too late for me to put them up in my blog now...
Maybe I just go with the most recent one...
The KL Tower International Forest Towerthon Challenge 2009...

To be honest... I had really no idea how I came up with the idea to participate in such an event...
About 1KM running before climbing up the 2085 steps to reach the top of KL Tower...
Sounds kind of fun to think about but yet kind of stupid when you were doing it...
Since this is an international event I always had something very high standard in my mind...
But so sad that it turn out to be climbing at the narrow staircase with very bad air circulation...
Narrow runway and bad air circulation... That a big no no for a running or climbing event like this... T_T...
With my climbing background I thought this might not be a very difficult climb...
But I turned out to be walking a step by a step...
Panting and fighting so hard for breath...
So I blamed everything for the bad condition inside the tower...
I managed to reach the top in around 26 minutes...
And I really salute the record holder that only took 13 minutes...
Hell... I wonder how he breathes... T_T...

Still I would consider this was quite an enjoyable event...
I met lots of new jogging friends... Ivan... Eugene... VinAnn... KLTan... Nozomi...
My jogging gang is growing... ^^...
And my gang is getting more and more famous...
When I was resting on the top of KL Tower and waiting for the rest of the gang...
Someone came by and asked me if I was so and so from what and what jogging gang... ^^...

Anyway... KL Tower did reminded me some old memory...
Sitting by the swimming pool of Lunar Bar...
With another hand right inside my hand...
Talking totally nonsense like whether the KL Tower or the moon light is brighter but who care anyway...
And I still remember it was a night with full moon...
I thought I was strong but it seems like I am not...
My emotion can be easily been triggered by such a small little thing...
Perhaps that is why I need to go for Marathon to prove that I was strong... T_T...

Just Another Not My Day~~~

I received a mail during the late night...
Someone had misunderstood me for doing something betrayal to him...
And I was in a really bad position for not to be suspected...
I had nothing to defend myself except for those people who really understand me will know that I won't do such a thing...
So nothing much that I want to say...
Just not my luck today...

I still can't got myself to sleep in the middle of the hot night...
The email had some point triggered the memory of that guy that left without even a goodbye...
I can't help myself thinking about hundreds and thousands of why...
But I don't think it will help to change anything even if I manage to figure it out...
So nothing much that I can do...
Just not my luck today...

I went to the office with a pair of panda eyes...
Sleepy at work but soon been awaken by an email in big red color font...
A serious mistake that I had made due to not paying attention...
I really wanted to chock myself to death for doing such stupid mistake...
So nothing much that I can forgive...
Just not my luck today...

Few more mistakes had been found after lunch...
All the fingers were pointing right straight toward me...
But these times if were really not my fault but somehow I had to take the responsibility...
Perhaps that was the bad thing for being the first person to be picked...
So nothing much that I can complain about...
Just not my luck today...

I supposed to have a movie appointment at night...
But my job list had been growing long enough to make me feel so worry about...
I struggled for a while before I cancelled the appointment...
Then headed back to my desk with my never ending business...
So nothing much that you can imagine...
Just not my luck today...

It was really not my day today...
Perhaps it was truth that people with goat as their Chinese Zodiac is not having much luck for this year...
But somehow I didn't felt so bad for myself...
A bad luck of today means a better luck for tomorrow...
Luck can't just getting worse day after day right...

But let say if I accidentally hit myself with the dumbbell in the gym...
Get leg cramp when going for swimming on Saturday...
And break my leg during the stamina test on Sunday...
I think I am in serious trouble... T_T...

Touch wood...

Just Another Birthday~~~ Oh God~~~ I Am 30 Years Old~~~ T_T~~~

不知不觉我已经步入三十大关...
三十... 很令人恐惧的一个数目字...
若我真的那么好命可以活到六十岁...
我的人生算是走了一半...

三十年了... 听起来仿佛是一段好长的日子...
尝试回想却想不起自己在这三十年的日子有什么成就...
花了三十年的时间依然没有什么轰轰动动的好炫耀...
或许我最大的成就就是三十年了我依然还好好的活着...

曾经想过要好好为我的三十大寿庆祝一番...
或者来个疯狂的三人大战... 或者一天里花掉三十万...
当这天来临的时候我花了一个早上陪着老妈一个下午开车一个晚上和 HEAF 吃饭...
提醒着平凡的我是如此平凡的过着平凡人的生活...

Keone 问我有什么生日愿望...
老实说活到这把年纪早已明白很多东西不是说想要就可以拥有的...
然而我还是很积极的追求我想要的生活却不再强求...
一切看老天怎么安排吧...

已经是三十岁的安哥了... 所以三十岁...
生活要积极一点... 心情要放松一点... 日子要开心一点...
头脑要清醒一点... 思想要成熟一点... 心路要广阔一点...
文字要写多一点... 米饭要吃多一点... 身体多照顾一点...
总而言之... 要对自己好一点...

三十岁生日快乐~~~

PS: 其实我的生日已经过了两天... 我懒嘛...

Just Another Dong Dong Tong Qiang~~~

To be honest... There is really nothing so exciting to talk about Chinese New Year...
It was about 99% of similarity with my last Chinese New Year...
Even the dishes that we ate during these few days is exactly the same every single new year...
You can really imagine how boring is that... T_T...
However Chinese New Year means family time to me...
Therefore it doesn't really matter to me even the way of the celebration is the same for almost 30 years...
The more important thing is that...
I did spend a lot of quality time with my family especially with my parent...

An 11 days of long break in Taiping with no internet...
I thought that finally I'm going to have a lot of spare time to do all those things that I always wanted to do...
But time passed by faster than anything that you can imagine...
And Chinese New Year session is busier than you can imagine...
Today is the 9th day of my long break and I yet to accomplish anything...
Looks like I never going to learn about good time management... T_T...

This is the first time ever I felt a little embarassed to recieve an red package from my relatives...
Most of them will always start with something like this...

Happy New Year... Gong Xi Fa Cai...
Got a girlfriend already or not...
Haiyah... Why not yet...
It's about time lor... You very big liao...
OK... An Ang Pao for you...

Shit... I just don't understand what girlfriend was to do with Chinese New Year... T_T...
Don't they have any better question to ask...
As usual... Some busy body is trying to introduce some so call nice girl to me...
Oh God... Kill me please...
Anyway... Mom had help me to settle such trouble...
She said that she do understand so she help me to reject them all...
But I seriously doubt that mom did really know what kind of life was in my mind now...
Perhaps when she finally figure it out she will regret for doing so...
Somehow deep in my hearth I really really hope that she did really really understand...

Anyway... For these few days...
I had been seeing a lots of people that I always wanted to see...
And seeing some people even that I wish I never going to see them again... And seeing some people that I was very regret after seeing...
Still I consider this is a good start for the year of ox...
As I think I had finally figured out an answer that always in my mind...
And I'm now ready for the brand new year...

May you enjoy your Chinese New Year...

Just Another Gong Xi Fa Cai~~~

In just few more hours I shall be on my way back to my hometown for Chinese New Year...
Had been celebrating Chinese New Year for almost 30 years so honestly there is nothing to be so excited about...
I'm taking 5 days leaves which make up 11 days to spend in my hometown...
Chinese New Year always means family day to me...
So I hope that I shall spend some quality time with my parent for 11 days...
But hopefully they won't start with the girlfriend thingy again... >_<...

Lastly... To all my friends...
Happy Chinese New Year and a great year ahead... ^^...