Thursday, January 31, 2008

Just Another Time I Get Sick Part 3~~~

This is day 6 since I got sick... Day 4 since I visited the doctor...
Thing had been getting better a lot lately...
Fever was gone... Sour throat was gone... Coughing was gone...
Just flu remain... And the annoying running nose... T_T...
So hopefully will be fully recover before the CNY started...
Because there were too much thing that I want to eat during CNY... ^^...
And just saw newspaper today that 100++ student of a school in Selangor was infected with Avian Flu...
Yer... Choi... Choi... Choi... Dai Kat Lei Shi... T_T...

Anyway... Not much thing to do in the office recently...
Perhaps it was due to the CNY... No one really got mood to work...
Or perhaps my team mates knows that I was sick and there were cover up for me... ^^...
Tomorrow will be the last working day before my CNY holiday started...
Yes... Still need to work tomorrow because Federal Day is not a holiday to us...
So hopefully nothing big show up tomorrow...
Poh Pi~~~ Poh Pi~~~

Anyway...
I'm about to finish all the flu medicine given by the doctor...
I think I will miss those medicine that let me sleep so well for these few days... T_T...

Monday, January 28, 2008

Just Another Time I Get Sick Part 2~~~

I had recovered from my sour throat...
But the running nose still remain extremely annoying...
And I started to cough... Shit lar...
Still I go to work... I'm very loyal and hardworking one you know...
The morning half was OK for me...
The evening half was hell to me... As I really felt very very sick...
After the persuasion by RuHua and ChunHua...
I decided to go to see a doctor and perhaps get an MC for tomorrow...
No extra bonus or increment for staff with 100% attendance anyway...

After 10 years staying right above a clinic... Sometime I just hate to go to see doctor you know...
I used to think that clinic or hospital or medical centre were one of the most dangerous place on earth...
As these kind of places full with patient with all kind of illness... Or all kind of germs and viruses...
So if I was sick but then I went to a place full with those small little tiny things that cause me sick...
Won't that making me more sick... You get what I mean???
Still I went to this place full with deadly tiny things that I used to think it was dangerous to me...
Waited half an hour just to let the doctor see my face for half a minute...
Then brought back a whole bunch of pill and medicine...
Shit... I hate medicine... T_T...
And a bad news from the doctor... I got fever already...
Shit... I hate fever... T_T...

Very sleepy now because I took the flu medicine that caused dizziness...
So the post might be a little bit messy because brain can't really think already...
Again... The best thing of getting sick was I will never have sleeping problem... ^^...

Almost forgot to say... I didn't ask for MC from the doctor...
I don't know why... Perhaps the virus already damage my brain... T_T...

Sunday, January 27, 2008

Just Another Time I Get Sick~~~

I didn't read any blog and didn't update my blog either recently for a good reason...
I'm sick now...
Started with sour throat on last Thursday...
I got a little bit better after I swallow two pack of Strepsils...
But somehow it evolved to migraine and flu after two days but luckily enough I didn't get any fever...
I hate fever you kno...
Anyway... I was felling a lot better today compare to yesterday...
Thanks a lot ot SampatTheYit medicine...

Even I was sick these few days...
Still quite a lot of things that I had done...
I still went to Korean dinner with my team on Thurday night...
I still went to gym on Friday and OT in the office for late night deployment...
Then went to shopping with DoggieTheSean and SampatTheYit in 1U...
And watched the terrible movie of Cloverfields which I started to get migraine after watching it...
I don't wanna talk much about this movie as it was just another version of Blairwitch Project with better CG...
So you may visit DoggieTheSean and SampatTheYit blog on how bad the movie was...
Then met up with YV, KP and LT to plan on the coming trip and JP wedding...
And I managed to cook dinner without cutting my finger during the weekend...
And I managed to iron all my cloth for the coming week...
And I managed to finish writing this blog...
And perhaps I would read all the blog that I didn't read for quite sometime before the medicine finally knock me off to my sleep...
To be honest due to the medicine I had a really nice sleep yesterday...
Perhaps it was not too bad to get sick after all...

Lastly... Even SampatTheYit was a little annoying for not letting me eating lots of stuff due to my sickness...
But I was glad to have her as my housemate especially at the moment like this... ^^...

Monday, January 21, 2008

Just Another Holiday~~~

There was an argument on the public holiday last year...
When the HR announce that Thaipusam is not a holiday for the company as the HR department was located in KL...
And Federal Day is not a holiday too because we were located in Petaling Jaya...
It sound kind of stupid you know... Ironically these two holiday was on the same day last year...
So it was not difficult to imagine that lots of people were making lots of noise on this issue...
As that time I got quite a number of replacement leave due to working on weekend...
So I don't really care much on just one particular holiday...
And the issue ended up all of us need to go to the office while all the people in KL staying at home enjoying their Federal Day and the whole citizen of PJ were staying at home celebrations Thaipusam...
Anyway lots of rumors since then...
Some said that the HR had replaced the Selangor Sultan Birthday for our Thaipusam...
Some said too much holiday on February last year and they need us to work more to cover the chargebility...
Some said that company was force to declare holiday for Selangor Sultan Birthday and so they sacrifice our Federal Day...
But rumors remain rumors... The real reason behind the no holiday issue remain unknown...

Perhaps our PM heard our prayer last year...
So he decided to announce that Thaipusam shall be the public holiday for Federal Territory and Putrajaya...
And we received a confirmation email from the big boss today declaring the same thing...
Yeh... Chap Dou Lar... ^^...

I think now I start to understand what was so fun about this election thingy already... Wuahaha... ^^...

Thursday, January 17, 2008

Just Another Day With New Boss~~~

Lots of things happened today...
I will try to make it as short as possible...
I'm very lazy to write too much anyway...

First of the the Town Hall Meeting in the early morning...
Seriously I really had no idea at all what the hack is a Town Hall Meeting...
And I can't help myself thinking of computer games like Civilization or Age of Empire or Heroes... I don't know why...
Anyway... It was just a new year speech by our new boss... The biggest one...
And to my surprise... He is one of the person I always meet in the office in the early morning...
We always greet each other morning as he and I was among the few people that will be in the office in such an early hour...
But I always thought he was just one of the hundreds ordinary colleagues that I never know who they are...
Aiyah... When I meet him next time I shall polish polish a bit his shoes liao... ^^...

Anyway he seem like a nice and funny guy...
Though there were lots of rumors about him when he was announced as our new boss...
Like how he beat TheFatAss over this position...
Anyway... Rumors were the best and only entertainment for a boring office... Don't you think...

He talk a lot and joke a lot during the speech...

Example...
For this year we will try to go for paperless working environment...
And of course I didn't mean that we won't use a single paper but would be reduce it's usage to the minimum...
It would be the best if we can reduce our printer to only one...
Then I shall place the printer in my office and who ever want to print anything will have to email to me...
But don't you guys worry... Paperless will not apply in the toilet...

And the best thing that I heard from his 90 minutes speech was that the company is trying to come out a road map for technical person...
My company is one of the biggest software house in Malaysia but didn't look like a development centre at all...
People that involve in management is way more than people that doing development...
Even as an Analyst Programmer myself... My workload consist of 99% of management or support work and 1% of coding...
A road map for technical personnel would be a big help for me to advance to the higher level of my career without jumping myself into the management pool...
Thrust me... Manage code is far more easier than manage a person...
Because the code is dead but a person is not...

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Then I had a long meeting with TheEmperor on my appraiser...
Basically my performance met whatever expected by TheEmperor but just not outstanding enough...
But he understand as well due the tasks that he assigned to me was really difficult for a technical person like me to be outstanding...
How much you can perform for organizing conference call anyway...
Still he said that he had given me a very high rate for my performance...
But he was giving me a high rate just because he wanted to promote me...
And he wanted to promote me because he had given me the wrong rank when I join the company...
I was doing extra work than my rank all this while... Kanasai... How sad is that... T_T...
Anyway... This is just a review meeting...
Things might change in the end...
TheEmperor might even just bluff me to make me happy...
So I better wait for the official announcement from HR...

You know lar... Election was near...
People start to bluff already...

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Our office was facing some power outage after lunch...
Luckily I just save up my document one second earlier before my monitor goes blank...
And the outage goes on for hours...
So basically today I just work for around two hours...
One hour in the morning after the Town Hall Meeting...
Another hour in the evening when the electricity finally resumed around 5pm...
Since nothing to do without the computer...
So I just took pictures... ^^...

My very slow PC in the middle of my cubicle...


On the right was my support laptop...
See... I need two PC to do my work ar...


On the left was my personal mini pantry... All food~~~

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Just Another No Car Daysssss~~~

I received a call from my sister while I was busy with my work...
She might need to borrow my car for a little bit longer...
But from her tone of voice I know that her little bit longer should be calculated in years...
She sounds kind of trouble so I just told her to take the car as long as her like...
Perhaps what mom told me over the phone last week was true...
If it is so... Cupid really did take good care for the Teoh family recently... T_T...

Anyway... Since the day I moved to HEAF my car had became kind of decoration of the house to me...
The usefulness of my car had been reduce until the lowest ever in my entire working life...
The house and the office was within walking distance with the LRT station...
After 3 years of working life with traffic jam for almost every single day...
Perhaps that's the purpose of staying in this place and working in this place...
After all I still have DoggieTheSean... He got car... ^^...
And soon AhTung will get himself a new car too...
And perhaps soon SampatTheYit will start driving too...
So I got no worries at all for transportation problem... ^^...

Look at the bright side...
No patrol fee... No parking fee... No toll fee... No maintenance fee...
No traffic jam... No saman... No kopi duit... No leg cramp due to manual car in traffic jam...

Monday, January 14, 2008

Just Another Day I Miss LaQueenTheBen~~~

Today was the fourth day of HEAF life without LaQueenTheBen...
I think I started to kind of miss her...
Never know that she could be such a deep impact to my life you know...
First of all without her to share the bread with me...
I will need to finish up a whole loaf of 14 slices of bread in 4 days...
And since Monday always a No-Bread-Day for me so I had to consume about 5 slices of bread averagely for the next three days...
You would never know how challenge can that be...
All these while I had LaQueenTheBen to share half of the loaf and I had RuHua to help me consume one or two pieces in the office...
Then only I manage to finish up my 7 slices of bread before mushroom start growing on them...
But now LaQueenTheBen was so far away while RuHua was undergoing her suicide detox program for a week which she insist not to eat anything except fruits...
So I was on my own to fight with the bread...
Don't ask me why I had so much problem of eating bread...
As some like KeoneTheEwe can finish the whole loaf in a single day...
While for me every time when I had the very first bite on the bread then I already got fedup with it and left it there perhaps 30 minutes later for another bite... T_T...
But since bread was the most easiest breakfast or tea break or snack or thing for you to bite when your mouth was itchy...
So here I am writing post of missing LaQueenTheBen because of bread...
5 slices for tomorrow... Hopefully I won't have nightmare about bread monster tomorrow night...

And now I was the last person to leave HEAF during working day...
So I need to make sure all the doors were locked and the water taps were shut and the light and fan and internet were off and nothing was boiling or burning in the kitchen before I left the house... T_T...
Since I had a memory that slightly better than an amnesia patient...
So let us pray that there won't be such a day that I come back home just to find out that our house had been flooded or been burnt into ashes... T_T...

PS: LaQueenTheBen if you're reading my post now... You miss me or not... Wuahaha... ^^...

Just Another Cheap Book Sales~~~

I used to saw a post in a forum...
Which there were a bunch of people arguing why not a lot of Malaysian like reading...
And one of the most common reasons that were given by them was...
Books in Malaysia are expensive like hell...
Which it might costs from below RM 10 until few hundreds dollar depending on type and thickness and printing quality and writers and publisher and local/import and list goes on...
But for most of the novel that I bought was around RM 10 to RM 50...
Somehow the Jogoya buffet or Levis jean or CK underwear was not really expensive to them... T_T...
So you get what I mean...
But it was undeniable that when comparing to other country like China or Taiwan or Singapore...
Book price in Malaysia is really something very depressing...
So that's why most of the time I will buy lots of them when they are cheap...
Something that I learnt from my mom when she was stocking up the grocery when they are cheap... ^^...
Anyway... I just went to Popular moving out sales in Section 14...
And I bought 5 books with only RM 25... Averagely RM 5 per book... How amazing... ^^...



Anyway... If you don't really a book lovers...
I'm totally fine with it if you say something like I don't like book or my feng shui crash with book or I'm allergy to books...
But if you say something like I love reading but books are expensive...
Yah right...

Friday, January 11, 2008

Just Another Youtube Day~~~

I think I did comment on KeoneTheEwe about his addiction to YouTube...
But I think I start to understand what is so interesting about this YouTube...
Since the day I discovered that I can watch X-men cartoon series in YouTube...
I had been spending more and more time in this web site...
X-men... The Amazing Race Asia... Maple Stories game clip... Movie trailers... Music videos...
You just name it... And YouTube got it...
And this was what kept me from staying up until late night yesterday...
Even until I can heard DoggieTheSean was snoring...
Still I kept clicking on watching the next video...



This is my favorite songs among all the songs from the movie Rent...
It is such a simple song with only 4 lines of lyric but still it is nice...
But too bad this song was not recorded inside the Rent Original soundtrack that I bought from Taiwan...
Anyway... There were quite a number of nice songs in this movie...
I'll Cover You... I love the version at Angel funeral...
Season Of Love... Take Me Or Leave Me... Without You... Out Tonight... Santa Fe...
And so much more but I just lazy to list them all out...
Perhaps I should go and get myself a DVD for this movie... ^^...

Thursday, January 10, 2008

Just Another Post About Something HOT~~~

It had been quite a few days I just went out da bao for my lunch because everybody was busy...
So I had been eating white rice with vegetable and carrot and bean curd...
Simple and healthy and cheap but it bored me to the hell...
Today was a busy day too... But still the team decided to go some place else to enjoy our lunch...
Perhaps everyone was having this in hell kind of feeling like I do with our recent lunch... ^^...
Anyway we went to a Korean restaurant in Amcorp Mall which I already forgot the name of the restaurant...
But it doesn't really matter because it was the only Korean restaurant in Amcorp Mall...
We were seated with the Japanese style low table...
This was the first time I ever dining at such a low table...
To be honest it was not comfortable at all as I don't know where to put my legs... T_T...

Anyway... The food was nice... A bit pricey though...
The Kimchi soup was so hot and so spicy...
But still I finish until the every last drop of the soup...
And now I still can feel the fire in my stomach... T_T...





Too bad... They didn't give much side dishes like most of the Korean restaurant...
Look more like a Japanese restaurant to me... T_T...

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Guy 1... In the pack like hell LRT...
We stood face to face in such an awkward way...
But nothing much we can do as the LRT was packing like sardine...
Nice dress... Nice watch... Nice perfume...
But I can't help to notice about his long hair over his chest as it was so obvious...
And for the sake of the hair...
I only give him 2 points over 10 points...

Guy 2... Office entrance...
We had a new security guard assigned to our office today...
Another one that was younger and fitter and with better smile than the previous one...
Although he looks like he was from some Pakistan or Nepal or place like that...
But a smile from a young lad was always a nice thing to have in the early morning...
So for the sake of his smile and tight security uniform perhaps...
I give him 4 points over 10 points...

Guy 3... Office pantry...
I can't help myself to notice on this guy...
He is one of those typical kind of macho guy...
Which he will always speak macho-ly act macho-ly and dress macho-ly...
But with a big shining ear ring over his right ear...
Today he was wearing T-shirt with jean as usual...
So I shall give him 6 points over 10 points...

Guy 4... Changing room...
This guy got such a well build body until I forgot to look at his face...
He was thin but all the muscle was nicely toned with all the nice curve...
The six packs look just like six fresh muffins which were just coming out fresh from the oven...
That's the perfect body that I wish I can have... Fit and not too big... Envy...
But since I didn't see his face...
So I will give him 8 points over 10 points... Hot~~~

Guy 5... Gym...
I saw this guy over the mirror when I was about to attend my RPM class...
The M size black sleeveless sport T should be slightly bigger for him...
But surprisingly it just fit him quite well...
And amazing he didn't look very thin as what he always use to think...
Since the person in the mirror is me and sometime the skin of my face is kind of thick...
So I give him 10 points over 10 points... So feel hot now... Wuahaha...

Last guy... Steam room...
He came in almost naked...
With his kind of body I think he was doing it in purpose... For show off perhaps...
Looking at his muscle I just can't help myself to think of KFC...
Really something that was finger licking good...
I hope I didn't get it wrong of his body language... ^^...
So I will give him 20 points over 10 points...

Perhaps it was the steam room... But he was hot~~~

Tuesday, January 8, 2008

Just Another Day I Don't Know What To Write In My Blog...

I was trying to write something today...
But the notepad was still remain empty after a couple of hours I was scratching hard on my head...
And I ended up watching music video in YouTube... T_T...
Perhaps my life was really that boring until I can't find anything special to write about...
How sad it sound... Huh...
Still I insist of posting something...
So here a are few things that I can find that worth the posting...

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Something that I cook together with SampatTheYit during last weekend...
Fried Rice... Quite nice actually...
Looks like my cooking skill is improving... ^^...


And the only soup that I was so expert in cooking it... The ABC soup...



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This is a song that I almost forgot... By a Taiwanese band called Machi...
Their songs are the only few hip-hop and rap songs that I enjoy listening...
The most interesting part is they rap in Hokkien... ^^...

Just Another Book~~~

I finished reading another book yesterday...
It's time to change a new bed time novel... ^^...
And finally it come to this big book which the thickness itself was enough to scare people away...
The Swarm by a German writer Frank Schatzing... Of course it was Chinese translated version...
A novel of 900 pages which every page was full with tiny little square Chinese writing...
Which I bought when I was in Taiwan with quite a cheap price of around RM 45 when converted...
I was really envy for those who is staying in Taiwan... T_T...
Anyway I was quite a fast Chinese reader but with such a busy life in KL...
I only managed to squeeze out around 30 minutes before bed time of my 24 hours for my reading...
So it just make me wonder when I can really finish this book...



Anyway... I did a quick search in Google...
This book have quite a number of nice comments and reviews... ^^...
And The Swarm movie is going to be on screen this year...
Hopefully I was already finish reading the book by then... ^^...

Friday, January 4, 2008

Melt The Snow~~~ Shayne Ward~~~

I think I will never know of such guy name Shayne Ward if not because of his super fan Wantan...
And I think I will never go to listen to his new album if not because I like the song Stand By Me that recommended by the same super fan of his...
Anyway... After listening to his new album for a week...
Among the 13 songs... I like this the most...
Like the lyric... And like the "wooorrrrr" in the song as well... ^^...

How nice it can be if there was something coming melting the snow for me before I freeze up myself... T_T...



Melt The Snow ~ Shayne Ward

Sometimes out my window
I notice that you've been crying over him
And I wonder why you just don't
Kick him to the curb Instead of giving in

You see love at first is summer time
That's when you think that everything's fine
No one ever thinks its gonna end (gonna end)
But when things go wrong and winter comes
You're gonna need to run to someone
Left alone you'll just freeze up again
But you should know
When it gets too cold
You're not alone
I'll melt the snow

Some nights I can hear you
Screaming on the phone over
something that he did
And I wonder what can I do
To make you throw him out
so you can let me in

You see love at first is summer time
That's when you think that everything's fine
No one ever thinks its gonna end (gonna end)
But when things go wrong and winter comes
You're gonna need to run to someone
Left alone you'll just freeze up again
But you should know
When it gets too cold
You're not alone

I'll melt the snow
I'll melt the snow
I'll, I'll melt the snow
I'll, I'll melt the snow
I'll, I'll melt the snow
I'll, I'll melt the snow
I'll, I'll melt the snow
I'll, I'll melt the snow

You see love at first is summer time
That's when you think that everything's fine
No one ever thinks its gonna end (gonna end)
But when things go wrong and winter comes
You're gonna need to run to someone
Left alone you'll just freeze up again

You see love at first is summer time
That's when you think that everything's fine
No one ever thinks its gonna end (gonna end)
But when things go wrong and winter comes
You're gonna need to run to someone
Left alone you'll just freeze up again
But you should know
When it gets too cold
You're not alone
I'll melt the snow

But you should know
When it gets too cold
You're not alone
I'll melt the snow
I'll melt the snow

Wednesday, January 2, 2008

Just Another New Year Resolution~~~

Another year... Another new year...
The very first thing that I should do on such a brand new year is to setup my new year resolution...
So for 2008 I want to...

Again gym more build more muscle and hopefully be a hunk soon... ^^...
Anyway... Since the day I joined the gym I was having this resolution for almost every year...
But every year it seem to be failed miserably... T_T...
So this year I will concentrate on to get fit then to get big...
Tone up a bit first before go to the hardcore workout...
Let's start with the most difficult one which is the abd...
Hopefully I will have six pack by the end of the year...
If I don't I think I will just draw it out with a marker pen... ^^...

Then I want to write a novel...
I know that I had made the same resolution last year...
And I didn't write a single words until today except some basic outline of my story...
Perhaps I should be more determined this year...
So if I don't finish my novel by the end of this year...
DoggieTheSean will be hit by a cow on 1 Jan 2009... ^^...

Lastly I want to train up my stamina to get ready for the coming year...
Hopefully by a year time of training I will be able to participate in my company The Greatest Run on Earth on 2009...
Or perhaps be able to join another long climb trip like the recent 5 days W-N-N climbing which I didn't join due to not well trained enough...
It seem a little bit contrast with my first resolution...
As cardio training will burn muscle and too muscular was not really good for cardio training...
That's why for this year I will just concentrate on getting fit...
And I believe there must be a way to balance up both body building and cardio training...
So let's try it out and see how it go... ^^...

And if I remember I will review my resolution again by 30 Jun 2008...
If I forgot someone please remind me... T_T...

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Today was the first working day of 2008...
I was expecting a boring and lazy day and I did go to the office with a sleepy mind...
But who know the stupid vendor had done something stupid that made make the service failed to start after 2007...
So the Singapore user had called me early in the morning on the unavailable service...
Then thousand of problem tickets was coming in all referring to the same problem...
Users were not happy because the service down on the first working day of 2008...
Boss was not happy because we were getting our very first severity 2 ticket...
The vendor was not happy as they can't explain why they do such a stupid thing...
And I don't even had the time to be unhappy as I need to handle so many problem then answer so many phone and reply so many email...
What a good start for 2008...

Anyway... That's the trend of working as an IT support under a banking environment...
You day shall be either too bored till your death...
Or busy till you don't even have time to die...

Happy working for 2008~~~

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

Just Another Summary of the Year~~~

The top 10 movies of the year 2007...

01. Stranger Than Fiction
02. Crash
03. 300
04. Mr Magorium's Wonder Emporium
05. Babel
06. Hairspray
07. 伤城 (Confession Of Pain)
08. The Simpson's Movie
09. Transformers
10. Rise:Blood Hunter


The top 10 music albums of year 2007...

01. 詹雪琳 - I'm Not Serene
02. 张震岳 - 思念是一种病
03. 林凡 - 非爱不可
04. 深白色二人组 - 深白色二人组同名专辑
05. 蔡健雅 - Goodbye & Hello
06. Rent Original Motion Picture Soundtrack
07. 容祖兒 - 小小
08. 张悬 - 亲爱的 我还不知道
09. 这位太太 - 是谁
10. James Blunt - All The Lost Souls


The top 10 songs of year 2007...

01. 王菲 - 迷魂记
02. 陶喆 - 不爱
03. 易桀齐 - 一直到今天
04. 蔡健雅 - 走过的路
05. 张震岳 - 就让这首歌
06. 林凡 - Both Sides Now
07. 古巨基 - 爱得太迟
08. 周华健 - 我们不哭
09. 詹雪琳 - 不要说
10. 张悬 - 儿歌


The top 10 books of year 2007...

01. 九把刀 - 楼下的房客
02. 明日香藤森 - 杀死99只猫的少女
03. 假牙 - 我的青春小鸟
04. 候文詠 - 白色巨塔
05. 九把刀 - 在甘比亚钓水鬼的男人
06. 朱德庸 - 什么事都在发生
07. Carl Hiaasen - Stormy Weather
08. 许友彬 - 七天
09. 九把刀 - 杀手
10. 叶轩 - 结构杀人


The top 10 events of year 2007...

01. Sept - Visit Sony and Chloe in Singapore
02. Sept - Taiwan trip
03. Feb - Meet with Andrew
04. Jan - Run away Penang trip
05. Jan - Moving to HEAF
06. Aug - Gunung Nuang night climb
07. Apr - My very first laptop
08. Oct - Shanghai trip
09. Apr - New mobile phone Sony Ericsson K800I
10. Aug - Visit Lee Chin in Banting

P/S: You might find some of movies or albums or songs or books in the charts are actually something fews years back... That's because sometime I am quite an outdated person... T_T...