Thursday, February 12, 2009

Just Another Not My Day~~~

I received a mail during the late night...
Someone had misunderstood me for doing something betrayal to him...
And I was in a really bad position for not to be suspected...
I had nothing to defend myself except for those people who really understand me will know that I won't do such a thing...
So nothing much that I want to say...
Just not my luck today...

I still can't got myself to sleep in the middle of the hot night...
The email had some point triggered the memory of that guy that left without even a goodbye...
I can't help myself thinking about hundreds and thousands of why...
But I don't think it will help to change anything even if I manage to figure it out...
So nothing much that I can do...
Just not my luck today...

I went to the office with a pair of panda eyes...
Sleepy at work but soon been awaken by an email in big red color font...
A serious mistake that I had made due to not paying attention...
I really wanted to chock myself to death for doing such stupid mistake...
So nothing much that I can forgive...
Just not my luck today...

Few more mistakes had been found after lunch...
All the fingers were pointing right straight toward me...
But these times if were really not my fault but somehow I had to take the responsibility...
Perhaps that was the bad thing for being the first person to be picked...
So nothing much that I can complain about...
Just not my luck today...

I supposed to have a movie appointment at night...
But my job list had been growing long enough to make me feel so worry about...
I struggled for a while before I cancelled the appointment...
Then headed back to my desk with my never ending business...
So nothing much that you can imagine...
Just not my luck today...

It was really not my day today...
Perhaps it was truth that people with goat as their Chinese Zodiac is not having much luck for this year...
But somehow I didn't felt so bad for myself...
A bad luck of today means a better luck for tomorrow...
Luck can't just getting worse day after day right...

But let say if I accidentally hit myself with the dumbbell in the gym...
Get leg cramp when going for swimming on Saturday...
And break my leg during the stamina test on Sunday...
I think I am in serious trouble... T_T...

Touch wood...

Thursday, February 5, 2009

Just Another Birthday~~~ Oh God~~~ I Am 30 Years Old~~~ T_T~~~

不知不觉我已经步入三十大关...
三十... 很令人恐惧的一个数目字...
若我真的那么好命可以活到六十岁...
我的人生算是走了一半...

三十年了... 听起来仿佛是一段好长的日子...
尝试回想却想不起自己在这三十年的日子有什么成就...
花了三十年的时间依然没有什么轰轰动动的好炫耀...
或许我最大的成就就是三十年了我依然还好好的活着...

曾经想过要好好为我的三十大寿庆祝一番...
或者来个疯狂的三人大战... 或者一天里花掉三十万...
当这天来临的时候我花了一个早上陪着老妈一个下午开车一个晚上和 HEAF 吃饭...
提醒着平凡的我是如此平凡的过着平凡人的生活...

Keone 问我有什么生日愿望...
老实说活到这把年纪早已明白很多东西不是说想要就可以拥有的...
然而我还是很积极的追求我想要的生活却不再强求...
一切看老天怎么安排吧...

已经是三十岁的安哥了... 所以三十岁...
生活要积极一点... 心情要放松一点... 日子要开心一点...
头脑要清醒一点... 思想要成熟一点... 心路要广阔一点...
文字要写多一点... 米饭要吃多一点... 身体多照顾一点...
总而言之... 要对自己好一点...

三十岁生日快乐~~~

PS: 其实我的生日已经过了两天... 我懒嘛...

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Just Another Dong Dong Tong Qiang~~~

To be honest... There is really nothing so exciting to talk about Chinese New Year...
It was about 99% of similarity with my last Chinese New Year...
Even the dishes that we ate during these few days is exactly the same every single new year...
You can really imagine how boring is that... T_T...
However Chinese New Year means family time to me...
Therefore it doesn't really matter to me even the way of the celebration is the same for almost 30 years...
The more important thing is that...
I did spend a lot of quality time with my family especially with my parent...

An 11 days of long break in Taiping with no internet...
I thought that finally I'm going to have a lot of spare time to do all those things that I always wanted to do...
But time passed by faster than anything that you can imagine...
And Chinese New Year session is busier than you can imagine...
Today is the 9th day of my long break and I yet to accomplish anything...
Looks like I never going to learn about good time management... T_T...

This is the first time ever I felt a little embarassed to recieve an red package from my relatives...
Most of them will always start with something like this...

Happy New Year... Gong Xi Fa Cai...
Got a girlfriend already or not...
Haiyah... Why not yet...
It's about time lor... You very big liao...
OK... An Ang Pao for you...


Shit... I just don't understand what girlfriend was to do with Chinese New Year... T_T...
Don't they have any better question to ask...
As usual... Some busy body is trying to introduce some so call nice girl to me...
Oh God... Kill me please...
Anyway... Mom had help me to settle such trouble...
She said that she do understand so she help me to reject them all...
But I seriously doubt that mom did really know what kind of life was in my mind now...
Perhaps when she finally figure it out she will regret for doing so...
Somehow deep in my hearth I really really hope that she did really really understand...

Anyway... For these few days...
I had been seeing a lots of people that I always wanted to see...
And seeing some people even that I wish I never going to see them again... And seeing some people that I was very regret after seeing...
Still I consider this is a good start for the year of ox...
As I think I had finally figured out an answer that always in my mind...
And I'm now ready for the brand new year...

May you enjoy your Chinese New Year...