Monday, December 17, 2007

Just Another Day I Hate Christmas~~~

Finally I received the phone call from Andrew after two weeks I didn't heard a single voice from him...
Which I hope I rather not to received...
He will be leaving to Australia on February next year to continue his study...
And perhaps will never come back again...
He didn't ask me to go... I didn't ask him to stay either...
I already see him less enough when he was staying in Cheras...
And now Australia... What else can I say...
I just ended the conversation with "OK" and "Bye"...
To my surprise I didn't really fell anything after the phone call...
Perhaps I already knew this was going to happen someday like how it happened last time...
Or perhaps I was getting tired with it and don't really want to care anymore...
Or perhaps I should just give up in such a game called relationship as I always such a lousy player...

Almost every year I will be wishing to find someone special to celebrate Christmas with me...
And my wish will never come true year after year...
Perhaps I shouldn't believe in Santa anymore...

6 comments:

Keone said...

so sad we never able to meet this guy already it's an ending story.
Never the less, we'll still have Wednesday MFM and you'll still love us and we'll still love you :D

and so to speak btw, whiteIswara can help you alot la, or even be the one, hehe

K3ViN said...

ya agree with keone, u still ur HEAF n PenangHokkien member what..... dont sad... if tat person dont like u, how u force tat person also no use lor....

Dragon said...

dont hate christmas la..... go celebrate with your HEAF.

David (AKK) said...

Cheers up man, your wish would come true one day :)

Sean-the cute @ lifelongsharing.com said...

I thought HEAF-ian are special enough?
Keone, no no no... White-Iswara is not his type...

Joze Foo said...

Cheer up man! What you need are friends...and that is more than enough... Gather up with your friends and celebrate these coming holidays...